Oh I mean this is my unpredictable feeling. Giving someone something that I think that I'm not really sure want it to happen and feel that I still loving you and I hate you more than anything and whatever. Sucks. Anything.
I don't know. I'm afraid to begin the new one or I still loving you or I still wanting you or I'm scared to fall again and again. I do and I'm that weaky one and o h m y g o d I hate this feeling so much. I just can't handle it rite now.
World never knocks me down but world gives me some exercise to be stronger and stronger. You will never come close to how I feel. I'm fine, yea I'm fine and I'm that finest one. But you know? How hard being the finest one and they believe you to do everything's okay, everyday and everynight.
They're fucking trust you to be their guide.
They're loving you as hell because your charm.
They never hold you as tight as you hold em.
This is clearly kill. Oh kill me.
Suddenly I feel very very lonely just because I don't have someone to talk to. To share everything. To laugh together and everything sounds messy right now. I hate you. I hate you. Then someone comes and it doesn't work well. I mean it never easy and I still don't want to try hard because I'm scared to that big hole.
I'm too easy to get happy and yes I am. I'm happy meeting new person and I'm happy to share with em and feel that sick boredom. I feel it again and again and do you understand? I hate you. I hate you.
I'm happy rite now I'm so happy. I just feel so much emptiness here and I hope it will be filled by something worthy and I wish it wouldn't be you. amin
And I really don't care with my grammar, now
And I really don't care with my grammar, now
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