Is it really hard to sleep at night with broken heart?
Is this the real broken heart?
When I said I still could eat with broken heart, now I never ask where's my breakfast?
In my lunch, I could only see at the bunch of mixed feelings at my plate, do I really have this broken heart?
I couldn't even stand for my dinner, I feel so much sleepy and when I close my eyes I see you with her kissing, loving, under control.
I feel you with broken heart.
Is this the real broken heart?
All the sleeps I have already made just invite me to deeply feel this broken heart.
Even though my open eyes works for my brain to never enough think of you at the day.
The day you lied.
And said "I will prove that this is the last fault I ever made, I will show it off for you. Believe me, or at least be with me and try to learn to believe in me from the start"
I am paralysed.
Monday, 14 August 2017
Monday, 3 July 2017
She Misses You
You know how distance separates us,
grows us,
makes us, to be stronger.
The thing is,
how to maintain the sickness of not touching your hands,
not seeing your deepest glance to my eyes.
There is no ocean can be separated from its waves,
like no woman can be separated from her deepest feeling,
her hardest thoughts,
her fascinating views to see you from another perspective,
her long love story,
just to tell you that she misses you a lot..
Way New Style
Hello readers, well I could say that this is a long long looong interlude to have a new good post in this page. Been trying for much time to focus on a good writing but yeah, still I left all my writings behind, unfinished.
According to the title, I should call it a guidance, let me tell you how this post goes.
Since the day I change myself, in terms of appearance, I find it hard to exactly fit the best outfit for my daily basis. Yeah anyway I wear hijab or jilbab or any words that describe that I gradually obey how to cover my body according to Islam.
I look for the best new style remembering that I am a kind of person that loves to wear something old and little bit over-sized, we can call it vintage or something that is washed-browny with flowery laces. Somehow I think, I just think and consider that I do love to get in with bohemian style, well the browny and lacey with bouncy and flouncy things really into my heart.
Still counting days until today, I still choose black for backing up my doubts until some day I find the best style that can boost my mood up in choosing my daily outfit. Anyway, black is nice tho.. I mean I love the colour but still looking for the best cuts that fit the colour in my body.
Several days ago, I was on my holiday and I was, still, confuse, a bit, to choose what should I have worn. I went to a beach, no actually I visited two beaches but they still in one shore line btw, and I thought I got a piece of me reborn (OMG a hyperbole detected).
Apparently, I'll go with it. A nice pallazo with a super amazing patterned oversized shirt cover my body very well. I feel tinier and taller in some times, I do really enjoy to tie the hem up too.
Hope that sooner I really can go with my own!
PS: Islam Clothing Glossary
According to the title, I should call it a guidance, let me tell you how this post goes.
Since the day I change myself, in terms of appearance, I find it hard to exactly fit the best outfit for my daily basis. Yeah anyway I wear hijab or jilbab or any words that describe that I gradually obey how to cover my body according to Islam.
I look for the best new style remembering that I am a kind of person that loves to wear something old and little bit over-sized, we can call it vintage or something that is washed-browny with flowery laces. Somehow I think, I just think and consider that I do love to get in with bohemian style, well the browny and lacey with bouncy and flouncy things really into my heart.
Still counting days until today, I still choose black for backing up my doubts until some day I find the best style that can boost my mood up in choosing my daily outfit. Anyway, black is nice tho.. I mean I love the colour but still looking for the best cuts that fit the colour in my body.
Several days ago, I was on my holiday and I was, still, confuse, a bit, to choose what should I have worn. I went to a beach, no actually I visited two beaches but they still in one shore line btw, and I thought I got a piece of me reborn (OMG a hyperbole detected).
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| Me with good shirt vibes |
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| and colours |
Apparently, I'll go with it. A nice pallazo with a super amazing patterned oversized shirt cover my body very well. I feel tinier and taller in some times, I do really enjoy to tie the hem up too.
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| The coolest glance |
Hope that sooner I really can go with my own!
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| Bonus! x |
PS: Islam Clothing Glossary
Wednesday, 25 January 2017
Ngeri
Aku takut
Aku takut memberikan hatiku kepadamu, seutuhnya
Aku takut
Aku takut dunia tak berada pada sisi kita
Aku takut
Semua hayalku hanya semu belaka
Aku takut
Aku takut kau tak akan pernah benar-benar berubah
Aku tak ingin segalanya berbalik
kembali
sama
seperti yang dulu
Aku takut untuk jatuh cinta lagi.
Aku takut memberikan hatiku kepadamu, seutuhnya
Aku takut
Aku takut dunia tak berada pada sisi kita
Aku takut
Semua hayalku hanya semu belaka
Aku takut
Aku takut kau tak akan pernah benar-benar berubah
Aku tak ingin segalanya berbalik
kembali
sama
seperti yang dulu
Aku takut untuk jatuh cinta lagi.
Stop plagiarism, Anti plagiarism
Written by Narita Pratiwi
Sunday, 11 December 2016
Keterpaksaan
Keterpaksaan menjamah diriku
Tanpa sadar kau pun mengiyakan
Keterpaksaan menyakitiku
Dengan mudahnya kau hiraukan
Keterpaksaan meyakinkanku
Teruntuk kamu yang memaksaku mencintaimu dengan rasa sakit yang amat mendalam
Tanpa sadar kau pun mengiyakan
Keterpaksaan menyakitiku
Dengan mudahnya kau hiraukan
Keterpaksaan meyakinkanku
Teruntuk kamu yang memaksaku mencintaimu dengan rasa sakit yang amat mendalam
Saturday, 31 January 2015
Sampai Kesabaran Lelah Menemani
Kukatakan pada dinding baruku,
Dia yang telah memilih untuk menjadi pendampingmu adalah yang paling mengerti dirimu.
Mengapa?
Karena kau telah mengizinkannya untuk masuk ke dalam relung hatimu, yang dalam.
Dindingku yang lain pun tertawa dan berkata,
Ya memang, memang dia yang paling mengerti dirimu, tapi apakah mungkin kau akan selalu setia?
Melihatnya melakukan segala sesuatu di luar rencana, menamparmu dengan kasar.
Menarikmu pada situasi yang paling gelap, yang membuat kepalamu seakan tebentur keras.
Belum sempat ku mengeluarkan argumentasiku, dinding semuku menyambar dengan lirih,
Kau belum tahu? Semuanya akan begitu.
Seperti permen karet yang manis yang lama kelamaan akan terasa pahit dan harus dibuang.
Seperti butiran gula yang akan lebur jika terus diaduk di dalam minumanmu.
Diamlah kalian benda mati!
Ku berteriak dengan lancangnya,
Menatapnya dengan pandangan tajam,
Memakinya,
Sampai kesabaran lelah menemaniku, ku kan terus menjadikannya emas diantara bebatuan.
Sampai kesabaran lelah menemaniku, tak ada seorangpun yang akan masuk ke dalam relung jiwa ini.
Sampai kesabaran lelah menemaniku, tak akan kubiarkan setitik noda pun jatuh melintasi garis kita.
Sampai kesabaran lelah menemaniku, ku tak akan berhenti, mencintaimu.
INSPIRED BY ARIF RACHMAN
Stop plagiarism!
Anti plagiarism!
Written by Narita Pratiwi.
Wednesday, 28 January 2015
Keraguan Kalbu
Banyak yang berkata bahwa hidup harus berjalan dengan lurus,
Ku mencobanya.
Banyak yang berkata bahwa selalu akan ada pilihan,
Ku memilihnya.
Banyak pula yang berkata bahwa kata hati adalah yang paling benar,
Ku mendengarnya.
Ku berjalan di jalan yang lurus, kupilih untuk berbelok sesuai dengan kata hatiku.
Ku berlari menyusuri desiran angin yang menderu, seolah menarikku ke alam yang baru
Ku tegakkan kepalaku untuk sekali lagi menoleh, menenangkan hatiku tuk memilih satu
Hatiku terpaku, pada takdir Mu yang kelabu
Rinduku membeku pada dataran berbatu
Asaku berpadu pada khayalan yang semu
Harapanku berlalu bersama dirimu yang ragu
Aku bergeming menahan pilunya kalbu
Stop plagiarism!
Anti plagiarism!
Written by Narita Pratiwi
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